je m'aime

sam poo kong

2012-02-03T19:19:00.000-08:00

Jumat kemarin, main bareng sama temen-temen esema. Cuma berlima sih tapi ya gak apa-apa. Mumpung Pipit, calon dokter yang sekolah di UI, pulang ke Semarang. Ratna, ato yang sering kita panggil Rampink karena tubuhnya yang memang ramping, ngusulin buat pergi ke Sam Poo Kong karena kabarnya abis diperbaharui bangunannya. Iya sih tapi belum sempet motoin apa-apa yang baru karena waktunya juga cuma sebentar waktu main ke sana kemarin. Tiket masuk seharga Rp 3.000,- untuk satu orang. Ada jalan menuju tempat-tempat sembahyang tetapi untuk masuk ke situ ditarik uang lagi sebesar Rp. 20.000,- untuk turis lokal. Sedangkan buat turis asing lebih besar lagi harga tiketnya. Jadinya, kita cuma menghabiskan waktu di lapangan yang gede banget di luar tempat sembahyang...

countryside

2012-01-24T04:31:00.000-08:00

Haiiii, I’m in the 2^nd week of holiday. On my last post, I went to WBL, right? With my friends. Yesterday, in Chinese New Year, I went to Wonosobo and Dieng. Wonosobo is a small city with lower temperature than my hometown. I arrived there in 1 PM. I napped a little and played in its gathering place, alun-alun in the evening. Look, it’s already covered in haze. You can see only the tree in the middle, while the other trees just vaguely seen. Love it!

I stayed in hotel near alun-alun, Hotel Arjuna. The building was old. From the floor, wall, and the bathroom. All of them had a touch of ‘old’. Just imagine it yourself :p Although it’s colder than my place, I could sleep soundly. The problem is on the next place, Dieng. Anyway, I only went alun-alun in Wonosobo. I walked around a little and found other ‘old’ buildings. The government buildings I found also have taste of old, really. Since I’m vintage lover (almost every vintage thing), I found this city interesting. I wonder if they have mall, hehe, okay maybe I’ll have another visit to Wonosobo and explore the city. I only had limited time there cause in the next day I should be at Dieng.

Wonosobo

Dieng

Dieng, not long before current time, there’s a danger announcement here. One of my friends asked me whether it was safe to visit there this time around. I’m not clearly understand why it happened, danger announcement I mean. After I dropped off from the bus, yeah the colder wind swept my face. It’s more than 2300 m above the ocean. Chill, chill. I found decent home stay and decided to stay there, Home Stay Flamboyan. I saw many home stays around the place. Really, I even thought if they made all houses around the tourist sites became home stays. It’s my first visit in Dieng. The scenery was breathtakingly beautiful. I usually saw big buildings and many modern sites back at my hometown, but not here. It’s all about ‘green’, comforting my eyes. The weather was really nice either; I could feel my lungs refreshed. After unloading my luggage, I went to Candi Arjuna. There’s not only Candi Arjuna but Candi Puntadewa, Srikandi, and the others as well. I didn’t take many shots here. Although I happened to find many kinds of pretty flowers there but I didn’t get to take a picture.

…and the other pretty flowers you can see it yourself in Dieng.

Then I found a dandelion. I was interested in this ‘plant’. Is it what you supposed to call it? Plant, or flower? Anyway, I couldn’t resist not to take the dandelion. Lucky, I found the complete one. Ah, I remember what Seohyun once said about love, she made metaphor, about differentiate ‘love someone’ and ’like someone’, out of dandelion.

“Liking someone… like when a dandelion seed is on the ground and it’s a soft and good feeling. While love is that same seed is in the ground is growing and sprouting. A dandelion seed can always be spotted and always can just fly away. But for that flower to grow, you need to pour on some water, block it from the wind and it becomes very precious.”

Anyway, it’s just a short intermezzo about dandelion.

The next day, I went to Telaga Warna, Telaga Pengilon, Goa Semar (and other Goa there), and Kawah Sikidang.

Telaga Tiga Warna

Kawah Sikidang

I’ll be delighted if I have another chance to go here again. Or maybe the other countryside, I’d be glad to go. I need to go to many places cause I think I don’t go anywhere much.

Cao! Happy Chinese New Year! Have another blast year!

WBL

2012-01-16T01:14:00.000-08:00

Akhirnya setelah sekian lama menggodok rencana mau kemana, pokoknya semenjak semester awal gak dapet-dapet, minggu kemarin abis UAS selesai, kami sekelas langsung berangkat ke...

Yeah, walaupun (mungkin) banyak buat orang mikir, "Ih, cuma kesitu doang.." tapi bukan gengsi tempatnya cuy, yang penting kita kumpul bareng. Hebhat! Dan WBL juga bagus kok, di pinggir pantai, ya kan, eksotis lihat laut. Trus banyak wahananya memacu adrenalin, gak kalah sama Dufan.

Dan yang paling aku sorot di sini: kita sekelas jadi makin erat. Aseeek, sebelumnya emang gak erat? Hahahah, ya erat sih tapi dari trip kemarin kita tambah akrab. Ini pengakuan dari masing-masing anak yang ngomen di grup FB kelas, kalo mereka gak sabar buat ikut lagi kalo ada acara kayak gini lagi. Ke depannya ada yang pengen ke Karimun Jawa, bahkan ke Lombok. Hoh? Jauh banget ya... Paling jauh pergi ke luar pulau itu aja cuma di Bali, heheh, kesian amat, itupun waktu trip di SMA.

Narsis dikit dooong..

sweeptakes

2012-01-06T18:35:00.000-08:00

okay, so I was just visiting delicious to see and found out about this blog, it's a blog about photography. Well, the owner, likes to take photograph. And since I really love vintage effect and all, I found her blog really interesting. It's nice to see the blog, well, I like photograph myself but I aint getting better at taking pictures. I want to learn more too, and now I can learn too from her blog.
It's her blog's anniversary and she's giving some gifts to the reader. Wanna try? Check this out..

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pier

2012-01-05T03:57:00.000-08:00

It’s been three episodes since SNSD’s new variety show began. Dangerous Boys, it’s called. The girls help 5 boys who are likely to have the bleakest future. Boy 1, he is lazy ass who loves making excuses. Boy 2, he drops out from school because he doesn’t see any benefit from it, his parents abandon him when he needs them the most, but he admits he has the will to change. Boy 3, he doesn’t have interest in school, he almost fails in every lessons, that’s because he put his interest in music, he’s a potential rapper Boy 4, he prefers to smoke and hangs out with his friends to go to school, he steals from mini market, he drinks alcohol every day, his dream is to sleep. Boy 5, he likes to bail and does whatever he wants, if he doesn’t feel like to do something (like go to school) he doesn’t do that, he appears for once in a month, but he has a dream to be a singer.

SNSD appears to be their favorite girls, so they gave the girls a task to change the boys.

In 3^rd episode, there’s this ‘Art Therapy’ corner. They should draw a person and their parents. By looking at the results, it’s all there: thoughts, personality, feelings. I feel like really want to hug these guys. They’re seriously damaged. Well, the term dangerous in title Dangerous Boys itself is describing how the boys’ future is in danger. If I’m one of the mentor, since the mentor is the SNSD whom they really like, I’ll give them rewards for doing any improvement. I know they’re not babies anymore but I think reward and punishment will do well for developing any habit/behavior. These guys don’t know how to make themselves great or at least better. There has to be someone by their side to help them, to warn and encourage them. Their parents are so soft-hearted so that the boys don’t get any strict treatment to make them change. They need guidance for that. They’ll gradually change, until the point where they’ll do well without anyone push them but themselves.

I’m sure there so many youngsters out there who desperately need guidance. I want to help them all, if I could. Youngsters are so potential to keep. They’re our future, right?

december

2011-12-26T23:50:00.000-08:00

it's holiday mood :)
I am now in holiday mood. I wake up later than usual and go to bed earlier than usual. Haha.
I went cycling around this morning and took a few pictures. I like the one below.. One of the mall in my city place a huge christmas tree outside and I feel like I have to take a pic. Kekeke.

end of year questions

2011-12-21T01:51:00.000-08:00

so, I kinda open my tumblr's dashboard and I found these question from magazine review. Suddenly I want to observe myself with those questions. You guys can try it too..

Questions!
1. Three things that are most important to you in your life.
my mom, my family, and my gadgets
2. Something that makes you happy when you hear it.
I can get something in my wish-list which is cost less or even for free.
3. If you were to express your feelings right now.
I think I'm blessed.
4. Something you cannot resist buying.
Food. And coffee.

5. A ~~girl~~ boy who will make you fall head over heels.
check my post below :3
6. Three things that you wish from your ~~girl~~boyfriend.
Good-looking, humorous, nice smile.
7. The song you enjoy best amongst your recent music list.
Pink - Fuckin' Perfect
8. Reveal a secret about yourself that you have never said before.
I like babies? (I can't think of any secret I havent said before)
9. Three people you respect the most.
My mom, people who strive for world piece, people who makes great music
10. Your life’s motto.
Always be true to yourself and be positive.

ChoiMinho21

2011-12-09T19:29:00.000-08:00

December 9th,

I dont know when exactly I love with you. The first time I acknowledge you was in the video you made for Suju Donghae in SSTP radio. You sent his message to Donghae with Kiss the Rain in background. The first thing I paid attention to? Your long fingers. Heck, yeah, your fingers were gorgeous. And then I was drown in your voice, deep beautiful bass, so manly.

That’s when I started to know more about you.

I began to download SHINee’s video. You're so tall and all damn amazing. When suddenly my friend gave me SHINee Hello Baby.

Well, that might be when I fall in love with you. You're so caring and all about Yoogeun. You didnt seem to fake it, you really looked care about the kid. You're the ideal husband in my mind.

The thing I love the most from him: SMILE.

Not the smile with showing your front teeth. I like the smile with mouth closed, making a cresent. I love how it makes you cheeks begging to be pinched.

I like the way you looked serious, with burning desire on your eyes, when you tried to win every matches in Dream Team, followed by your proud smile after he won.

I also love your pout when you show his aegyo. Usually I dont really like boys with much aegyo, but I love every single your aegyo.

I love his toned abs. No, usually I dont like them, even I couldnt stand long looking other idols’ abs, it’s just… I cant. But I can look your solo performance in your concert without looking away.

My wish: I can meet you at least once, to let you know that you have a fangirl that love you even imagine to marry him someday (which is it’s obviously delusional) but she’s still believe in it. Dont ever change yourself, always smile and spread your love virus to everyone. Those antis only waste their time to hate such humble and talented guy like you. They dont even know you further *tounge*

SARANGHAE ^^

XOXO,

your fan

ps: the picture's not mine

cr: to the owner

Breaking

2011-11-27T16:40:00.000-08:00

I’ve just got back from watching Breaking Dawn pt 1. Well, it’s the best movie from all Twilight Saga movies. Yeah, hehe, I love it so much, especially the wedding, so beautiful. The feeling when I read the novel 2 yrs ago, swarming through me ever since the movie started. How I wish that ‘imprinting’ someone exist in reality. So people trust their partner 100% that forever means forever. Imprinting is like finding your soul mate, truly your half. Sadly, it’s not really happening in reality. Well, I know maybe it happens in some people, growing old together without breaking any promises, believe in each other until the death do them apart, but not all. I don’t know if I’m included in those some people. Yet. I hope I am. I love it when Edward says, “See you in altar.” Whoooooops, I don’t know what makes it so romantic. (maybe it’s just the hormone)

I’m not sure what I should say about the message of this movie. Follow your heart? Cause no matter what Jacob (Bella’s best friend) said, Bella always loves Edward, even though it dangers her life. Save your virginity for the right man and right time? I don’t think everyone tend to do ‘it’ outside marriage here. Only, the rule about doing ‘it’ after getting married isn’t really… what does it call? Definite? Some people couldn’t care less about it anymore. Edward makes it dead-end that if Bella wants to do ‘it’ they have to get married first. Not the other way around. Protect what you think is right? Like Seth said, he left Sam’s pack to Jacob’s pack cause he thinks it’s not right to kill the vampire cult for a mere reason about some creature is growing inside Bella that can endanger the whole civilization. Even there isn’t any certainty that the creature does endanger them.

Well… Just watch the movie, enjoy yourself *grins*

plans

2011-11-19T01:37:00.000-08:00

It's saturday night here and it's... plain, monotone. I was sick last saturday so I lolled on the bed all night, dont care about it being satnite.
I plan to watch some movies. Here's the options:
1) korean horror: February 29
2) classic: Becoming Jane
3) India: Ghajini
4) thriller: The Reaping
See, I pretty much like any genres.
What should I choose? Well, maybe I'll take them all. It's still 4.30 pm, anyway.
Oh! How can I forget the snacks!? I have many kinds of syrup in my dining room. Food... umm, maybe I've to go somewhere, pick up some siomay, spaghetti, or I can drop by at minimarket for snacks. Hmm.
But I'd likely to go nowhere and get myself coffee and noodles, kekeke.

see ya

new season

2011-11-09T04:22:00.000-08:00

Like it’s only yesterday I came home full sweaty and went directly to the room with AC just to chill me up while taking a nap. These days, I am barely in sweat cause it rains almost every afternoon. Like today, I was coming home early from school. I didn’t have a lot to do at school, except taking pictures with my fellas in psikojurnalistik, so I came home before noon. And I finished watching Cyrano Agency (movie) and Prime (movie). It’s probably 2 PM when suddenly the sky went dark. I thought to myself, ‘What? Is it almost 5 already?’ but when I checked out its only 2 PM. Wah, most likely it’s gonna rain. Hard. And in an hour the rain started. It’s started from drizzling and became heavy till 5 PM. Even though I didn’t turn on the fan, my room was chill enough. My room is usually easy to get ‘warm’. I was almost baked in summer nights. No, kidding, but really it’s so hot.

Usually I like cold more than heat. I used to get myself drenched from walking home from school under the rain. I liked it, walking under the rain. Of course I washed myself up after so that I wouldn’t catch a cold (but usually I got more severe illness than just cold >> typhoid ㅋㅋㅋ) . I don’t know, because after playing under the rain I didn’t feel like eating after that. So I skipped dinner. That affected my digestion and immune system.

But now it’s different. It’s only 6.30 PM here but I already had 3 meals. Not to mention eating snacks. I got easily hungry from this cold weather. And I’m not the type to exercise often so the meal would become… fat. Yeah, F-A-T. I need to work out if I don’t want to end up any chubbier.

I hope anyone won’t catch cold in this season. I already got sore throat few days ago and now I get running nose, bleh. Sucks.

PS. I want Dunkin’s Iced Cappuccino :3

Recommendation book: Abandon by Meg Cabot

Recommendation song: Cleansing Cream by Brown Eyed Girls

need to go out of shell

2011-10-07T20:48:00.000-07:00

Fucking Perfect - Pink

Made a wrong turn

Once or twice

Dug my way out, blood and fire

Bad decisions

That's alright

Welcome to my silly life

Mistreated Misplaced Misunderstood

Miss knowing it's all good

It didnt slow me down.

Mistaking

Always second guessing

Underestimating

Look I'm still around

Pretty, pretty please

Dont you ever, ever feel Like you're less than fucking perfect

Pretty, pretty please If you ever, ever feel

Like you're nothing

You're fucking perfect to me

You're so mean when you talk

about yourself, you were wrong

Change the voices in your head

Make them like you instead

So complicated

Look how we all make it

Filled with so much hatred

Such a tired game

It's enough I've done all I can think of

Chased down all my demons

I've seen you do the same

Oh Pretty, pretty please

Dont you ever, ever feel

Like you're less than Fucking perfect

Pretty, pretty please

If you ever, ever feel like you're nothing

You're fucking perfect to me

The whole worlds scared

So I swallow the fear

The only thing I should be drinking is an ice cold beer

So cool in line and we try, try, try

But we try too hard

And it's a waste of my time

Done looking for the critics

Cause they're everywhere

They don't like my jeans

They don't get my hair

Exchange ourselves

And we do it all the time

Why do we do that? Why do I do that? Why do I do that?

Yeeeeaaaahhh Oooooooh

Oh baby pretty please

Pretty, pretty please

Dont you ever feel like you're less than

Fucking perfect Pretty, pretty please

If you ever, ever feel like you're nothing

You're fucking perfect to me

You're perfect, you're perfect

Pretty, pretty please

If you ever, ever feel

Like you're nothing

You're fucking perfect to me

maze

2011-09-18T17:59:00.000-07:00

I found it somewhere in tumblr, most likely it’s from lovequotesrus.tumblr.com

How to Have a Lovely Day (with my comments on every point)

1. 1. Smile at strangers

I often caught myself smiling to elders on the street even though I don’t personally know them. Knowing that at least one youngster respect for the elders might be a treasure for them, the elders I mean. I always feel like smiling to every elders who meet me in the eyes, don’t know why.

2. 2. Slow down

Like CN Blue says in their new song, Man in front of the Mirror, ‘Hey listen, guys, look in the mirror, we have to slow down because we have enough time’. Good song, great album (CN Blue – 392)

3. 3. Say thank you

Express your gratitude even over a littlest thing.

4. 4. Give lots of compliments

A simple compliment can brighten someone else’s day, you’ll never know.

5. 5. Dress nicely

You can’t deny the power of first impression.

6. 6. Wear perfume

Smells can alter and influence our moods and behaviors – Google.

7. 7. Observe and listen

World doesn’t always revolve around you, there are so much things you need to learn from other people.

8. 8. Be charming

Everyone has their own charm, just be the way you truly are.

9. 9. Laugh

100-200 laugh a day equal to 10 minutes jogging – health-weekly.blogspot.com

1010. Wish people a lovely day

Have you ever heard about ‘Pay it Forward’? You start off by wishing on random people you met then maybe you might get it back in the future from somebody else.

it's really fun

2011-09-14T04:22:00.000-07:00

It rained last night!!!!

Why did I sound so joyful about that? Well, it’s been boiling hot every other day since this month started. I still recalled the day when it’s so bloody hot, it’s two days before Eid Day. I felt like wanna jump in the refrigerator for that. Then the hot days kept coming the following days. We haven’t tasted rain for like… a decade? HA-HA overstatement but sure the picture of rainy day was far away on December or January. And the days after that, it’s totally full of package of hot days like the instant noodle I ate earlier this afternoon, right served from the pan. And yet for this morning, crisp chilling morning, the weather was great. Gladly, I didn’t have any class for today and just be at home a whole day. Yahoo.

But our kitchen had a little flood because of the rain TT the piped has been clogged up somewhere for a few weeks already.

Anyhow, I hope the rain last night was only an opening stage for the next rain on the days ahead.

PS: I saw the info last week on tv program. I really want to watch A Dangerous Method. What makes me interested? It's Keira's new movie and also it's about Freud and Jung and some girl between them. Maybe the psychology thing isnt the main story but still it looks promising :)

the new year

2011-09-07T04:44:00.001-07:00

The new academic year starts this week. Hows yours? Mine, it started this Monday and within three days, I could label it as 'hideous semester'.
Well sometimes I am oblivious that I'm in advance semester (whatever what its called, anw). It really is... nightmarish.
But in order to be up there, this is the only way.

Be positive, positive all the way, and the good time is in our hands, yahoooo.

ps: do the dougie with avril lavigne's what the hell before you return to your routines. Dance like you never dance before, scream along the lyric like you never scream before. have a great semester everyone!!

Eid Mubarak

2011-09-02T06:02:00.000-07:00

I want to say ... Minal Aidin Wal Faidzin everyone. The merry eid mubarak is finally here!! I'm sorry for all bad things I've done, or if I've made you guys discouraged by my words, or I unintentionally did something that hurt your feelings, I'm so so sorry. I know I shouldnt only do this (apologize thing) in eid day, I shouldve done it everytime I did something wrong. But since I've not always aware of my attitude, is it good or bad, I sum it up in this eid mubarak, let me bow before you and say 'I apologize'.

Fyi, I didnt really go anywhere. I didnt have 'kampung' or hometown. I live with my grandmother (from mom-side). I easily went to my other grandmother (from dad-side) because it's also around here. I went out to mall with Mom in the D-day and spent time by walking aimlessly. See? I only spent my time here.This afternoon my aunt asked me to join her to watch Get Married 3. It's so darn hilarious!! If you have no special thing to do you should watch it and laugh your jaw off. I'm serious. Fro, the 3 movies of Get Married, I'd say I like the 3rd one, because... Fedi Nuril. Kekeke, big fan of him. Seeing his face already made me happy, booooooo.

The school is starting in 3 days. I should prepare myself, physically and mentally, to embrace the new semester and set my goal to the higher GPA! Woo~ study study and study!! It's only 1 year ahead, I hope, and then I'll find job for myself and bla bla bla. I hope everything goes well for me.. and you!

my hair is getting longer

Annyeong~ Bbyong.

look around

2011-08-15T07:05:00.001-07:00

setelah berbulan bulan, mood buat sepedaan malem muncul lagi. yeah, ni perut udah mulai stres ditambahin lemak tiap hari. puas keliling agak jauh sampe deket bandara, balik ke sekitar rumah. di salah satu gang aku liat ada satu rumah gede yang kelihatan mewah, yup. ada taman di halaman depan. eh, bentar, ada segerombolan anak-anak berdiri di pojokan luar pagar. mereka njulurin leher dan tangan masing-masing.
kenapa sih? ada apa?
-.-
ternyata mereka lagi sibuk ngeliatin ikan di kolam ikan taman rumah gede itu.

what the...

Happy Birthday

2011-08-13T08:01:00.001-07:00

Yesterday, August 12, was my mom's birthday. She took me to seafood restaurant to celebrate it. No, unfortunately we didnt get a chance to take pics because I was busy with my handphone (reading fanfics) and either was she. Plus, we ordered just 15-20 mins to break-fasting (buka puasa) so we eagerly waited for it and oblivious to celebratory even. I saw two other guests who also celebrated their birthday at the resto. Such a shame I didnt buy cake, well, pssshh.
I hope her a long live (long looooong one), always in good state, never grow old (kekeke~), all the best for her. Fiuh, above all, I hope I can make her happy and proud of her one and only kiddo.

Period.

SNSD4thAnniv

2011-08-06T02:02:00.000-07:00

Hoot hoot... It's been 4 years since their debut. On August 5th 2007 they drew public attention with Into the New World. I was still in grade XI at that time. I was oblivious about their debut but since last year I began to know about them and... They're amazing. I dont know what makes me drawn to them. I just like them. I like their songs and their charisma. Hmmm...

Today I went out to mall with my mom. You know what, I found this t-shrt with GIRLS' GENERATION printed on it. Oh My Gosh. I'm soooooo buying it!!! Mom's agree and voila I have SNSD's t-shirt. Wohooooo!!!!!

I hope SNSD will make greater success and keep humble as before. I also hope at least I'll be able to watch one of their concert ;DD

Jigeumeun SO NYUH SHI DAE

Apeurodo SO NYUH SHI DAE

Yeongwonhi SO NYUH SHI DAE

the next award

2011-07-27T04:34:00.000-07:00

thanks to aya who has given me such honor :)

thanks Aya, you're amazing too

impressed

2011-07-27T04:29:00.000-07:00

I found her looks in lookbook and it's amazing..

the shirt is genius

I like the combination of the shirt and the shorts, cute yet formal (I think)

loooove the top <3

next, I get crush for tutu ..

from here

overwhelmed

2011-07-11T18:37:00.000-07:00

Last July 9^th I had so much fun: the very first Hallyu Festival in Semarang!! (I dragged Ade with me. Since I promised to go to theme park in the evening with her, the festival was in the afternoon)

Everything about Korean and their trademark. Korean is now famous of its idols, right? Even tho there wasn’t any special SHAWOL stand but there were more than one stand that sold things related to SHINee. I bought SHINee’s notes. At first I was attracted by its cover. I thought it was a cassette. Isn’t it strange to sell them these days, no? It’s CD era or even digital era. But when I opened there was no cassette at all. I only had a glance and I bought it straightaway. Then I moved to another stand that sold many pins. I sought for interesting SHINee’s pin. There’s no MINHO’s PIN, for God’s sake. oh, then I found one but it didn’t satisfy me. He looked chubby in it. I kept looking but… oppseo. I moved out the crowd and found Ade in the corner with her college friends. They enjoyed ddukbokki. Nyam, she said it’s similar to meatball. I didn’t get to eat it, hiks. I’m sure it’s delicious. I even paid attention to the cook, she spoke weirdly, I couldn’t understand but then I realized she spoke Korean. Wow, the cook even is Korean herself!

I looked at the massive crowd and we decided to go inside the showroom, had seats. The show started in no time. A Korean lecturer from UNDIP greeted us during his speech. He’s a VIP (Big Bang’s fandom). Right. He’s also a big fan of 1 Night 2 Days and Running Man. Both of them was really the top two variety shows (according to me :p). Next the real show began.

These are the participant I got to see: singer of Mistake by SNSD, singer of Baby Baby (I dunno the title) by 4Men, mash up dance of Super Junior by Semarang ELF, singer of DBSK’s ballad, special promotion by S<3NE Semarang, group singer of Miss You by SM the Ballad, duo of 2NE1’s ballad, group dance of Run Devil Run by SNSD.

I jammed in special promotion by S<3NE Semarang. They danced SNSD Genie in comical way. I couldnt help but move in rhytm. Hehehehe. DAEBAK!! I sang along Mistake and Miss You. I recognized the 4Men’s song because SHINee Jonghyun once sang it and it stuck in my mind, only I didn’t really know the title. Majimak, I danced Run Devil Run in my seat. Ke~ it’s riddiculous, yeah, I just couldn’t help it.

I should leave due to the hour. We still had another place to go. But I managed to rent hanbok!! Hanbok is Korean traditional clothes, it cost five thousands per 5 mins. I couldn’t leave without taking the chance, right? *nod nod*

“You still look like Indonesian (not Korean even in Korean traditional clothes),” said my Mom. Well, I AM Indonesian [⌐ . ⌐]

Yeah!!! Then in the evening, to the theme park cheul bal~~

We met Ajar, our high school friend. He’s always been funny and famous for Ade’s torturer. He always found certain things to make Ade hit him. We decided to ride sea tide together. I didn’t really know the original name but he called it ‘sea tide’. Ade skipped, out of reasons. Jaemisseo!! It’s fun, though.

And we before we set off home, wemade another promise: We will meet again in this place within a year with our own partner.

I hope God heard our little hope.

What U.S. city do you most want to visit?

2011-07-05T02:32:00.001-07:00

New York ^^

Ask me anything

Almost (song by Tamia)

2011-06-26T09:14:00.001-07:00

Can you tell me
How can one miss what she's never had
How could I reminisce when there is no past
How could I have memories of being happy
with you boy
Could someone tell me how can this be
How could my mind pull up incidents
Recall dates and times that never happened
How could we celebrate a love that's to late
And how could I really mean the words I'm bout to say

[Chorus]
I missed the times that we almost shared
I miss the love that was almost there
I miss the times that we use to kiss
At least in my dreams
Just let me take my time and reminisce
I miss the times that we never had
What happened to us we were almost there
Whoever said it's impossible to miss when
you never had
Never almost had you

[Verse 2]
I cannot believe I let you go
Or what I should say I should've grabbed
you up and never let you go
I should've went out with you
I should've made you my boo boy
Yes that's one time I should've broke the rules
I should've went on a date
Should've found a way to escape
Should've turned a almost into
If it happened now its to late
How could I celebrate a love that wasn't real
And if it didn't happen why does my heart feel

[Chorus]
I missed the times that we almost shared
I miss the love that was almost there
I miss the times that we use to kiss
At least in my dreams
Just let me take my time and reminisce
I miss the times that we never had
What happened to us we were almost there
Whoever said it's impossible to miss when
you never had
Never almost had you

[Verse 3]
(sometimes I wanna rub ya, some nights I wanna hug ya)
And you seem to be the perfect one for me
You (some nights I wanna touch ya but
tonight I wanna love ya)
You're all that I ever wanted
And you're my everything yes its true
Boy its hard to be close to you
My love
I know it may sound crazy
But I'm in love with you

[Chorus]
I missed the times that we almost shared
I miss the love that was almost there
I miss the times that we use to kiss
At least in my dreams
Just let me take my time and reminisce
I miss the times that we never had
What happened to us we were almost there
Whoever said it's impossible to miss when
you never had
Never almost had you
I missed the times that we almost shared
I miss the love that was almost there
(sometimes I wanna rub ya)
I miss the times that we use to kiss
At least in my dreams
Just let me take my time and reminisce (but
tonight I wanna love ya)
I miss the times that we never had
What happened to us we were almost there
Whoever said its impossible to miss when
you never had
Never, never almost had you (but tonight I
wanna love ya)

PS: some words are better left unsaid..

Abbey Road

2011-06-18T22:52:00.001-07:00

YEAH, I'm so excited. SHINee finally has chance to perform abroad, in some place where only legends perform there, Abbey Road Studios in London, UK. They're the first Asian singer to perform there. Totally amazing. The studio only hold for 100 people and it will be start soon, today, June 19, 2011. There'll be a dvd about this private concert. I hope I'd get it somehow.

Earlier today, I read newspaper and there's this article about Indonesian singers go international. The world-known Anggun, she held a mini concert in Indonesia a few weeks ago. Dira Sugandi whose (newest) album makes a great impact in UK and Japan, even her song reached 7th place on Soul Music chart UK. Unfortunately, it'll release here next August due to many things to handle.
Not to forget to mention the winner of some idol show in Latvia, Shandy Sandoro. His voice is one of a kind. He seems can pull of any kind of music with that outstanding vocal. It's really fascinating when he could perform in Hollywood, at the same stage with Gloria Estefan and Tony Braxton. Dont tell me you dont know these people -__-
Oh, there's the famous Agnes Monica who sent DM with Suju Siwon and made all ELF jealous to death. She's finally able to make world aware of her with her performance in American Music Award. She also won awards from music show in Japan this year. Awesome, right?
They're all amazing. It's every one hope to make their art world-known. Also more people will be more aware of Indonesia. I wonder what it's like to be in their shoes *daydreaming*

Ah, one more thing. I was just watching SNSD Hello Baby which has been aired last 2009. I slowly caught familiar song as this show backsound. I recognize the eccentric vocal and light tones. It's Mocca!! You know them? Indie band with catchy songs and lyric? I like their songs. They played 'I think I'm in love with you' as the backsound. Wah, that was so cool.

Music speaks universal language. I wish to be one of them, hahaha, but of course it's only wish. Maybe it'll come out as a dream in my sleep tonight? Haha.
I'm really proud of you guys. Hope you can bring more success and happiness to your listeners ;D

PS: for you guys who have a dream, I once watched Yongseo couple said this in their WGM show about 'successful formula'...
Realization = Vivid x Dream
...in order to achieve your dream, you must actually have one. Dont be afraid of dreaming because LIFE without dream is liveless (not a good place to live, not different between live or not).

pertanyaan dari formspring

2011-06-10T21:52:00.001-07:00

question:
nggie aku kan cowo ni, penyakit lama gw kan suka ngulangin kesalahan2 yg udah, fool again gitulah.tp itu bukan kesengajaan lho,gw khilaf.kalo misal kamu jd cewe aku,apa yg mesti di rehab dr kepribadian gw itu?? thanks

wah...
kalo dilihat dari pesanmu, kesalahan kamu itu kayak agak bikin perasaan cewek kamu down gitu ya?
kalo misal aku jadi cewek kamu, aku bakal ngeraguin perasaan kamu ke aku, kalo kamu tetep ngulangin kesalahan yang sama, baik disengaja ato enggak, kamu kayaknya ngentengin perasaan cewek kamu ke kamu sendiri jadi kamu bisa dengan gampangnya ngelakuin kesalahan yang itu-ituuuu mulu. kalo kamu ngehargain cewek kamu, sekhilaf-khilafnya kamu, pasti subconscious kamu bakal ngelarang kamu ngelakuin kesalahan.
sebagai cewek kamu, kalo emang keliatannya kamu gak bakal berubah, kamu pasti bakal ditinggalin. buat apa mempertahankan yang jelas-jelas bikin sakit dan gak ada harapan buat bisa berubah ke arah yang lebih baik?
kamu harus introspeksi diri, menurutku.. keledai aja gak bakal jatuh ke lubang yang sama dua kali. sebelum ngelakuin sesuatu harus ditimbang baik buruknya dan lebih baik gak ngerugiin banyak pihak, atau dalam kasus ini, cewek kamu.

well, kembali ke kamu sendiri.

ps: emang ada rehab kepribadian? gak tahu juga ding.
ps 2: siapa sih lu anon? tanya tapi gak ada namanya -___-

Ask me anything

Seleksi

2011-06-09T06:11:00.000-07:00

Aku ikut seleksi hari ini. Seleksi, errr, apa ya namanya? AIESEC.
Kekeke~ gak berharap banyak deh dari FGD hari ini. Aku ini orangnya bisanya manggut-manggut ndengerin pendapat orang dan memendam dalam hati apakah aku ini setuju atau enggak. Biasanya ide-ide pendapatku sendiri udah disampaikan ke publik sama orang lain tanpa aku bisa mengemukakan pendapatku sendiri tanpa mbuat orang lain mikir, 'Ah, ini kan sama pendapatnya kayak si anu, yang lain kenapa sih?'.
Oke, aku akuin kalo aku ngomong sedikit, soalnya kelima anak yang jadi kelompok FGD ku hari ini bener-bener jago ngomong semua.
Mau ngomong apalagi aku kalo semuanya udah diomongin sama yang lain?
Phew, sudahlah. Lagian ini seleksi klub pertama yang aku ikutin. Hahaha, sebelumnya masuk klub-klub aku gak terlalu bersusah payah.
Di detik-detik terakhir yang mana sesi ngomongnya agak dikit dari yang sebelumnya, aku baru bisa ngomong... Ada bahasa Inggrisnya sih jadi aku agak, hehehe, pede.
Tapi aku tau kok kalo di kelompok ini istilahnya aku jadi underrated karena mereka jago omong semua.
Bukannya mau jadi gak pede ya, hanya bersikap realistis.
Oh, iya, saking macetnya (gak ngomong) aku, sebelahku sampe nyolek aku dan berbisik, 'Habis ini kamu ngomong...'
Doeng!

Hah, susah susah susah mau ngomong di depan umum.

HWAITING !!

day by day - SNSD

2011-06-03T03:19:00.001-07:00

When I open my eyes, there's sweet sunshine
With the fresh aroma of fruits
all around
With a full cup of mocha latte, I
sit on this small terrace
And when I think of you
I start to smile unknowingly
It feels like only good things are
going to happen
My day's excitement that no
one else can bother
I can feel it
We haven't asked each other if
this is possible
If we can love like this
But, but who cares, like magic
I can't hide this feeling like I'm
about to fly
Oh, day by day, day by day,
my heart
I'll fill it with love, like your
heart too
Like a soft cream, let's look
upon each other
Please think only of the good
things
Even if at times, some things
May hurt my heart
If I just think of those wonderful
memories of you
I can be happy
With a dark square pencil
Are you writing my name?
Your burning eyes that seem
like it'll melt me
Comes to my mind
We haven't asked each other if
this is possible
If we can love like this
But, but who cares, like magic
I can't hide this feeling like I'm
about to fly
Oh, day by day, day by day,
my heart
I'll fill it with love, like your
heart too
Like a soft cream, let's look
upon each other
Please think only of the good
things
Oh, day by day, day by day,
my heart
I'll fill it with love, like your
heart too
Like a soft cream, let's look
upon each other
Please think only of the good

credits: www.wonderfulgeneration.net

my pocket story

2011-06-01T06:04:00.000-07:00

Yeah, akhirnya…. Dari mulai liburan awal minggu ini, baru hari ini bener-bener ‘jalan-jalan’. Sebenernya kemarin udah jalan-jalan tapi ke rumah sakit. Ah, enggak, bukan aku yang sakit. Tanteku barusan melahirkan (tepuk tangan) anak perempuan. Sampai sekarang masih bingung mau dikasih nama siapa, udah ada beberapa calon terkuat tapi masih belum dipastikan.

Oke, sebenernya janji ketemuan hari ini sudah dirancang sejak minggu lalu. Mami ngabarin hari Jumat kalo dia pulang dari Jogja. Okelah, jadwal rutin kalo dia pulang: paling enggak ketemuan sekaliii aja. Sayangnya, kita yang biasanya kumpul berempat seperti ini:

atau ini…

Heungg~ hari ini cuma bertiga, karena si anak tengah yang dulunya berponi ini gak libur. Kan PTN pada libur tuh karena tes SNMPTN. Nah, di tempat dia kuliah gak libur karena emang gak ada tes SNMPTN. Jadi ya…

Kita ketemuan di Paragon. Sekarang kayaknya gak jaman lagi hang out di CL. Hahaha, parah banget. Yaaa, selain tempatnya lebih cozy juga ada banyak pilihan makanan enak serta gerai-gerai baju dan aksesoris yang cuma ada di mall ini. Di foodcourt Paragon, Robuchon, banyak pilihan resto yang di CL gak ada. Untuk gerai-gerai toko yang, emang sih, hampir semuanya (ato emang semuanya ya) merupakan merek-merk terkenal di dunia. Apalagi ada XXI.

Hhh, sudah ah iklannya. Pertama, aku dan Ochie masuk ke toko buku. Liat-liat majalah. Wuih, sekarang banyak banget majalah yang berlomba-lomba nampilin kabar tentang artis-artis Korea. Ada yang nerbitin photo album group idols segala (yang ini aku berulang kali meyakinkan diri sendiri kalo aku gak butuh photo album ini dan tidak membelinya *nangis nutupin wajah sama bantal*). Trus aku lanjut ke pojokan kamus. Dan hampir setengah rak sendiri diisi dengan berbagai macam kamus Korea. Dari kamus yang ngebosenin sampai iming-iming ‘Mahir Berbahasa Korea dalam Seminggu’.

Oh, oke. Pelajaranku baru sampai Verb Tenses dan Clothes.

Abis itu ketemu Ade dan langsung capcus makan. Maklum, udah jam dua belas dan perut kita udah sesenggukan minta diisi. Abis itu? Muter-muter ke toko-toko aksesoris. Aku nyari gelang rantai yang kali aja bisa ‘mirip’ sama gelangnya Minho tapi gak ada. Kata sebuah sumber tuh gelang adanya di Tiffany’s. Tapi yaaa aku gak sebegitu pengennya sampe harus nyambangin toko yang harga barangnya selangit itu untuk ngedapetin gelang kayak Minho. Nunggu Minho sendiri dah yang ngasihin ke aku (oke stop ngimpi).

Kelar muter-muter? Masuk Robuchon . Ade dan Ochie pengen waffle. Perutku masih kenyang banget. Aku pesen Hazelnut Crave di kedai kopi dalam R. Kopinya nyaris gak kerasa, manisnya aneh, dan banyak taburan kacang di atas krimnya. Yah, pengalaman lah.

Pokoknya seharian ini kebanyakan makan sama liat-liat baju. Mau nonton film di bioskop gak ada yang menarik. No, no. Pengen nonton Pirates 4 tapi gak ada di sini TT TT. Ngek ngok banget. Ntar Harry Potter juga gak ada ya? Breaking Dawn juga?? Ugh.

Highlight untuk hang-out hari ini adalah:

Hazelnut Crave (rasanya benci benci cinta)

dan

Selamat liburan semuanya!!!

rainbow

2011-05-25T07:48:00.001-07:00

happy anniversary :D
although I just love you guys (for half a year) but you truly make my days shining brightly with your style :))
I hope you guys will present us your hardwork side in the future. I'd like to watch your concert someday. Hope SHINee will be well-known around the world.
Leader Onew, Bling bling Jonghyun, Diva Key, Rap Minho, Dancing Taemin ;D

SHINee3years ^~^

witty

2011-05-24T06:59:00.001-07:00

aaah, it's lazy time, indeed. I took a rest from Thursday last week till Sunday due to my sprained ankle. Wah, it sounded awful. It was awful. I was about to go to campus from Sonya's place when I suddenly tripped. She walked in front of me, when she heard loud brukk behind her, she couldnt control herself saying "Nji, what are you doing there?"
Me, lying on the floor still in stunned mode, no words out, only gasped in hurt.
The swollen on my ankle is still there till now. But I cant walk beautifully like before (hukh). Hhh, I hope it'll be okay next week ^^

I want to eat doughnut so bad xO
Doughnut moggoshippeo, neomu neomu moggoshippeo xO

SHINee's Replay teaser

2011-05-16T04:01:00.000-07:00

the teaser pics are here, finally~~~
so excited, their debut in Japan is next month, with this Replay remake from their Korean debut.

they look perfect in the teaser. kekeke~ they always perfect, you know (in my opinion).
Minho is the most perfect. No words can describe him.
Now I'm sounded like big fan of him.

I'm so glad going online this afternoon, I only be shawols for almost 6 month, so I never witnessed their teaser for their previous singles. And it makes me so excited.

난 당신이 사랑 샤이니 <3 <3 <3

source: banjjagi

loose

2011-05-12T03:56:00.000-07:00

Avril's concert yesterday >> Ratri wanted to go but her dad didnt allow her to go.
2AM's showcase today >> Mami is (rather) their hardcore fan but she couldnt watch it and I still wonder why, in fact it's for free you know. She seemed so upset yesterday in twitter.

I hope when SHINee does come here (again) I'll be able to watch it >.< Maybe Tiwi can go with me so I dont have to be alone like what my Mom's worried about. Kekeke~
I'll save up.
Or maybe SM Town, Sonya said she wanted to go to SM Town to watch DBSK (I dont know if she really meant it) but we can go with Tiwi and maybe Mami will go along. Who knows?

Amin.

I saw this photo along with other photos, which is soooo cool, in my tumblr dashboard. SHINee for ELLE Girl Japan June's issue. I wonder if they'll ship this to Indonesia.
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.
.
.
I guess not.

my package is hereeee

2011-05-10T04:01:00.000-07:00

yeah, Baby, even it's too orange but I like it still..
it's MINHO !!!!

it's replica from SHINee's first concert. I ordered it a month ago as my own birthday present. I even forgot how much it cost.
Honestly, I never like orange. But since it relates to Minho, whatever the color is.. Baborachi? Ne~~

april melted to may

2011-05-02T03:21:00.000-07:00

It’s me eating ramyeon at Ratri’s house. Novi and I sleepover her place last weekend. The others couldn’t make it. Prisil went back home, Tiwi had tight schedule (I’m not kidding, she’s the busy one), and Sonja just bailed, she’s stuck watching Semarang Carnival. You know how hectic was last Saturday night downtown. I wasn’t really tempted to watch it. it must be very very crowded and all that. Right?

So, the ramyeon wasn’t a joke. It’s bigger version of the usual instant noodle and it’s berry spicy. I finished it all, though.

Earlier before I ate the ramyeon, I chatted with Ochie on twitter. She updated about eating jajangmyeon (Korean black noodle?). for real??? Well that gave me a kick. So when Ratri asked me about eating instant ramyeon which she bought the other day, I didn’t hesitate… I was so eating it!

It’s only about my obsession about my future husband’s country.

(Okay, I know it’s not really going to happen, me marrying Choi Minho, I’m not insane)

But a dream is still a dream right? It’s a good one. I’ll hold on to it till I find my soul mate.

Anyway, the school is starting again this week. We had our mid-term test for the last two weeks. I guess I shall enjoy this half-semester.

Imagine - CN Blue

2011-04-24T02:42:00.000-07:00

I like CN Blue’s new album titled First Step, repackaged album. I love Imagine (sang sang). Yonghwa’s and Jonghyun’s voice are just amazing here. They deliver the song beautifully. Check out the translation below (I got it from tumblr). or if you want to download it in ihoneyjoo.com They provide Japan-Korean-China artist albums.

The moment I first saw you was like a dream,

because your smile was so pretty like an angel.

What would it be like to have you as my love?

I feel so happy just by imagining that.

We share earphones,

and I smile when we look at each other under the bright sun.

Don’t worry about other people. There’s not enough time to look just at me.

I’ll let you know

I imagine you smiling at me,

I imagine you holding my hand, oh oh

Cast a spell and hope you become my love

I imagine you sleeping in my arms

I imagine you kissing me oh oh

What a sweet imagination

I imagine building a white house on top of a green hill,

and we are riding on a yellow swing Oh

I imagine you making me a morning coffee in the morning,

I feel so happy just by imagining that.

I imagine you smiling at me,

I imagine you holding my hand, oh oh

Cast a spell and hope you become my love

I imagine you sleeping in my arms

I imagine you kissing me oh oh

What a sweet imagination

A sweet imagination, it’s different from chilidhs ones like walking on clouds

My fourth finger says,

it’s like a dream because this is real, it’s like a dream because this isn’t a dream

It’s like a dream to me to have you as my love.

I imagine spending everyday with you

I imagine myself huggiing you oh oh

What an ecstatic imagination

I imagine us everyday, becoming each other’s half

I imagine us becoming like eachother oh oh

I hope all of my dreams come true

I love you, please be my love.

I love you, I’ll confess to you oh oh

You’re my imagine love yeah

I found myself shutting my eyes and really imagine the people l love, we smile to each other under the bright sun with sharing earphones. Feeling so in peace, blissful, and comfortable, when it’s just two of us. We could exchange stories bout our stressful activity from previous week and finding our hands entwined and we exchanged shy glances. As if the world is only for two of us.

Well, I hope it won’t be remained as mere imagination forever.

I really recommend this song, only if you don’t mind listening to Korean song. You can read this translation while listening to the song. Plus CN Blue's sweet voice.

cr pics: kissmetillforever.tumblr.com

morning of April 23rd

2011-04-22T20:04:00.000-07:00

Pagi-pagi disuguhi tayangan Beliebers yang lari-lari histeris di bandara Soekarno Hatta dan nangis sesenggukan karena gak bisa lihat Justin Bieber yang baru take off. Ada yang sampe marah-marah, "Justin, jangan gitu dooong. Hiks. Katanya sayang sama Beliebers, masak gak mau nemuin kita barang sebentar aja. Mana katanya sayang?"
Doeng!
Yaelah, nduk, dia capek kali, jet-lag gituuuh.Ato kalo gak dia udah takut duluan ama Beliebers yang teriak-teriak panik gitu. Trus para pendamping Bieber itu takut ntar bintangnya kenapa-kenapa jadi langsung pergi ke hotel atau kemana gitu.
Sumprit deh, dahsyat tuh para Beliebers yang udah nungguin di bandara. Mereka kan pada masih remaja-remaja gitu, badannya masih pada kurus-kurus. Untung aja kurus, jadi waktu lari-lari gak banyak yang saling nyenggol atau dorong-dorongan, yah dari tayangan di teve tadi sih gitu.

Ehm, tapi.. Bentar deh..

Diibaratin kalo yang dateng tuh SHINee, Minho lah. Dan aku udah nungguin di bandara, gak taunya doi cuma lewat, keluar bandara langsung cabut.

eeeeh..
Eeeeeehhhh..
EEEEEHHHHHH....

NOOOOO!!! Stop walking, stooop, I cant see you clearly!!! Please, stopppp!!!!

Aigoo.. ngerti deh perasaan Beliebers. Gak rela banget idola kita yang belum tentu setahun sekali dateng ke Indonesia lewat gitu aja tanpa kita lihat langsung. Apalagi keabisan tiket konsernya atau gak bisa lihat dia manggung. Kyaaaaaaaaa...

refresh

2011-04-20T04:01:00.000-07:00

haaah, it's been too long since I had my previous blogger theme and it looked rotten everytime I saw it.
So.... yeah, I changed and this theme is cute, isnt it?
I'm currently addicted to Mr. Taxi by SNSD. I want to continue learning Korean from a certain site I found in Google, it's good but I forgot what the url is.

ouch, my rouge is running out battery I gotta to charge it and I'm off.

Have a good week, everyone!

mid term storm attack

2011-04-18T06:35:00.000-07:00

okay, when highschoolers are having UN, my friends and I are having mid-term test. today is PKN, I dunno if I did it right. There were so much to read but I didnt really understand them all.

tomorrow is Psikometri and Pendidikan. wish me luck.
While studying I renew my playlist (still K-Pop)

SNSD - Mr. Taxi

SNSD - Hoot

SNSD - Visual Dream

SNSD - Run Devil Run (japanese ver)

SHINee - Ready or Not

KARA - Lupin

T-ara - Bo Peep Bo Peep

CN Blue - One Time

Rainbow - A

f(x) - NU ABO

IU - Good Day

I hope good day for tomorrow.

coming of age - officially 20

2011-04-08T20:48:00.000-07:00

Uaaaaah... I dont really believe I'm 20. It's so..... old. kekekeke~
I remember one scene in Hello Baby with SHINee, Jonghyun's birthday moment, it said that in age 20 which is coming of age (I dont really know what it is) you receive 3 kinds of gift: roses, perfume, and kiss.
I only need the latter. Kekekeke~

Anyhow, I got really amusing surprise party. Minho came to my surprise party...

It's from Juliette era? His long and straight hair plus big smile and adorable eye smile.
Of course there's someone else under those picture. Haha, he's our leader class, Arman. Thanks for wearing that mask xDD he's always comical.
I practically runaway from him when he jumped out to me wearing that mask. Now that mask is saved in my room kke~

Muti, Sonja, Prisil, Arman, Tiwi, Ratri, me, Novi

Such a blessing day. It's not raining like the yesterdays, wiiiiii.

Thanks, girls and leader class for bringing 'Minho' to my birthday and made it fun.

I had kimbab for dinner yesterday with Mom in foodcourt. It's eatable but not really tasty. It's also messy. The rice wasnt properly stuffed. It's okay, I'll eat the original kimbab in original place someday, huiiiii~ amin.

I hope everything will run smooth for me, Mom, my family, my friends, and their families. I get the best for everything. Amin.

나에게 생일 축하 Happy birthday to myself

What movie are you most looking forward to seeing?

2011-04-07T19:01:00.001-07:00

harry potter and the deathly hallows part II

Ask me anything

Indonesia

2011-03-30T20:43:00.000-07:00

Di pelajaran sosial, dosen memberi tugas membuat artikel tentang Indonesia. kurang lebih aku sudah punya bayangan mau nulis tentang apa. gak tahu ya idenya bagus ato ndak. aku gak pernah bikin artikel sebelumnya.
(errr, udah pernah ding, sekali sama Tiwi, bikin artikel tentang K-Pop, kekeke~)
jadi untuk mendukung ide-ide, aku nyari fakta-fakta tentang Indonesia di mesin pencari. Otomatis mendapat banyak hasil dengan kata kunci tadi dan aku baru mbuka satu tulisan. coba deh buka ini oleh Daniel Adrian, ada 15 fakta unik tentang Indonesia. Tapi ada satu nomor yang bikin miris.. Aku gak pernah tahu tentang kejadian ini (atau mungkin sudah pernah aku pelajari di pelajaran Sejarah selama SMP-SMA tapi gak ngeh) sebelum baca tulisan di laman tadi..

12. Perserikatan Bangsa Bangsa (PBB)
Sampai tulisan ini dibuat, Indonesia merupakan satu-satunya negara yang pernah keluar dari PBB. Bergabung pertama kali tahun 1950 sebagai anggota ke-60 PBB, kemudian Indonesia menarik keanggotaannya pada tahun 1965. Soekarno, presiden Indonesia saat itu sangat berang dengan keputusan PBB mengakui kedaulatan Malaysia dan menjadikan Malaysia anggota tidak tetap Dewan Keamanan PBB. Lalu kemudian Soekarno mendirikan Conefo (Konferensi Negara-Negara Kekuatan Baru) sebagai tandingan PBB. Sebelum keluar dari PBB, Soekarno sempat menyampaikan pidato dengan berapi-api di Sidang Umum PBB yang isinya meminta agar badan dunia tersebut dipindahkan markas besarnya ke luar Amerika Serikat. Bukan hanya pidatonya saja yang berhasil mendapat berkali-kali tepukan tangan, namun Soekarno juga sukses menyelenggarakan Ganefo (tandingan Olimpiade versi Conefo) yang diikuti 2.250 atlet dari 48 negara di Asia, Afrika, Eropa dan Amerika Selatan, serta diliput sekitar 500 wartawan asing. Saat-saat itulah terakhir kali Indonesia memiliki pemimpin superpower dan menjadi salah satu negara yang paling disegani di seluruh dunia.

Coba pikir betapa keren dan wah-nya Presiden kita saat itu, Soekarno. Dia berani mengambil langkah ekstrem atas ketidaksetujuannya terhadap PBB (yang notabene merupakan organisasi besar yang anggotanya merupakan semua negara di dunia yang sudah merdeka saat itu) dan sampai-sampai menyinggung Amerika Serikat.
Sekarang? Gak ada yang berani seperti beliau. Atau belum ada lagi pemimpin kita yang berani bersikap esktrem dan sekeren Presiden Soekarno.
Huuuhh... Sampai kapan negara kita menjadi gak jelas seperti ini? Seakan-akan tidak ada yang bisa lagi disebut 'contoh', 'teladan'.

update 27 maret

2011-03-27T01:04:00.000-07:00

I should be working on my journal review due to tomorrow. But I’ve doing it for almost 2 hours but I don’t pass the background yet. The review is about journal’s background, objective, methodology, result and discussion.

I didn’t have my own desk to study so I just settle myself in the living room with covering my ears from traffic noise in front of my house. At first I listened to four tracks in Avril’s new album (Everybody Hurts, I Love You, Remember When, and Wish You Were Here). I like ‘I Love You’, the lyric is cute and talks about love which is not just outlook that matters but also personality. I like the music too, so cheerful and makes my body swing. Then I switched to indie rock by listening to CN Blue new album, Intuition, and I found myself pumped and ready to do my assignment. I stared at my screen that displaying journal, I blinked several times when I read complicated paragraph and I drifted my eyes from screen then found Conan Super Digest book. I abruptly snatch it open and read several pages.

Kekeke~

then I changed my playlist to TVXQ Keep Your Head Down. I played all tracks and continued my assignment.

Oh, have I mentioned I caught cold? I force myself not to be infected by the runny nose Sonya, but failed. I did catch cold. Not that bad but enough to make me blowing my nose every 5 mins. So that I prepared tissue roll on the table. Just in case.

The weather makes me get so sleepy. Ottokhae? I have to do my assignment! So I made this coffee to prevent me from sleep.

Look, it’s raining now! I can smell the wet soil. I saw a certain girl riding her bike slowly under the rain just now. Ah, I couldn’t have chance to exercise this entire week. I got lots of assignment for the past week.

But I wonder why I don’t really weigh less. I got tons of assignments and I’ve stayed late for several nights.

Playlist:

SNSD – Be Happy

SNSD Taeyeon – I love you

SNSD – Hoot

SNSD – Into the new world

SNSD – My best friend

SNSD – I want to dream with you forever

I’ll be having midterm test for weeks now. I dunno when but I haven’t do assignment for social psy!! I don’t really have idea for that about ‘Indonesia di Mataku’.

I don’t really pay attention to my country lately. I busied myself in tumblr and all the K-Pop thing. Ottokhae? What can I do to do the assignment? *snort

Maybe I should be back to continue my review.

ps: Happy birthday to Ratri! march 27 :D

minho JJANG

2011-03-26T03:23:00.000-07:00

Korea’s Most Handsome Artists Ranking 2010

01. Minho - SHINee (2494)
02. Jung Yong Hwa – C.N.Blue (2129)
03. G-Dragon – Big Bang (1774)
04. Jokwon – 2AM (1648)
05. Taecyeon – 2PM (1249)
06. Ki Kwang – Beast(1099)
07. Nichkhun – 2PM (1045)
08. Kim Hyun Joong – SS501 (1044)
09. Jonghyun – SHINee (886)
10. Dongho – U-Kiss (880)
11. Doojoon – Beast (843)
12. Onew – SHINee (699)
13. Key - SHINee (670)
14. Big Bang TOP (623)
15. Taemin – SHINee (561)
16. Hongki – FT Island (511)
17. Yunho – TVXQ (321)
18. Jaejoong – TVXQ (257)
19. Junsu – TVXQ (247)
20. Daesung – Big Bang (240)
21. MBLAQ Thunder (235)
22. Seungri – Big Bang (156)
23. Yoochun – TVXQ (156)
24. Heechul – Super Junior (148)
25. Siwon – Super Junior (145)
26. Kim Jun – T-Max (141)
27. Soohyun – U-Kiss (130)
28. Youngsaeng – SS501 (99)
29. Changmin – TVXQ (75)
30. Taeyang – Big Bang (67)

Source: BaiduNichkhun + BaiduTVXQ
Translation Credits: tvxqhwaiting @ OneTVXQ.com
Credits: OneTVXQ.com { One World. One Red Ocean. One TVXQ! }

OMO. Interesting~~ Minho's number one. He's been the most handsome man alive lately for me but knowing he peaked at the recent poll is just AMAZING. *squeal

I cant control my grin now. I hope he will get more success in the future and good luck for SHINee's debut in Japan ^^

credit: to the owner (sorry, I dont know where this pic comes from >.< I took it from tumblr)

formspring.me

2011-03-26T00:45:00.001-07:00

ask me ANYthing http://formspring.me/angiedz

weekeeeeeeeeeeeeeend

2011-03-18T03:38:00.000-07:00

Enough with wallowing, now it's FRIDAY AFTERNOON.
What does it meaaaan?? It's weekend!!!!!!
Haaaaaaaaaaaaaa. I hope 2 days is sufficient for releasing my stress. (It's not even 1 month yet since the fourth semester started -,- whatever)

I planned to watch movie with my friends. But I dunno if I can really watch movie with them. *pouts
I saw Gnomeo & Juliette is playing in XXI. 3D. Tiwi worried if it's 3D then there's not gonna have any subtitle. Last time when I watch Narnia 3 which was also 3D, it had no subtitle. I pretty much could catch what their saying, thanks God. But I dunno if I can concentrate more to watch no-subtitle 3D movie now.

So, I want to visit my usual movie rental and I'm gonna rent some movie there. I hope there's a lot interesting movies!!! It's been ages since I'd been there. I just kept playing Korean variety shows in my rouge again and again.

Again and again?

I just remember something. Mami is going to Jakarta.
Who's Mami? She's one of my best friend back in senior high school and she's also K-Pop addict recently. She idolizes One Day. Hehe, she likes 2AM and 2PM << One Day right?
And fortunately, 2PM will visit Jakarta this weekend!!!! Fffffff.
AND SHE GOT FREE TICKET FOR THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! How lucky she is!!!!
I wrote above sentence with jealousy. But I'm happy she can watch Junsu, Taecyon, Wooyoung, Junho, Nichkhun, and Chansung.
She told me through text yesterday. Oh my, she's so lucky!!!!

Okay, for this weekend:
rent some movies, buy a box of ice cream, chips, and other snacks.
I'm so great in entertaining myself. I dont mind watching movies alone in room. It's exciting.
Have a nice weekend everyone!!

so much rawr

2011-03-18T03:13:00.000-07:00

I think... today is my self-realization day. I become more aware I am in the crisis stage of cannot-talk-in-front-of people. Very, very crisis. I just cant... I cant speak up.
For instance, today was my group presentation bout Community Psychology. A few students asked about our discussion. I think I know the answer for one certain question. BUT I JUST CANT OPEN MY EFFIN MOUTH AND TAKE THE MIC AND SPIT IT OUT.
I dont know if I'm shy or just dumb. I dont have guts to say it.
And you know what? Ehem, when the lecture helped us to answer that question... I just sat there in my seat with my soul evaporing out from my head. My answer was just like what she's saying.
Heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. How effin terrible?
And I felt so sorry with my group.

After the lecture, I had one hour before my gathering with journalistic class. at 1.15 PM my friends and I slided down from library and sat down with other journalistic's friends. Same here, I felt so terrible for myself in this class. One of the senior became guest in this class. She asked us to make a concept. It's concept for our writing. Because we're in journalistic class, obviously we're trained how to write well. *rolled eyes
When she asked each member to speak up their concept, when it came to me, she saw many flaws in my concept. She passed me by and made me to prepare better concept before she asked me again.
I felt double terrible. Fyi, I cant stand being wrong. :'( Because I realized I'm not a kid anymore, I couldnt cry there.

Huh, tough week and tough age. Identity crisis. Huh.

twelve march

2011-03-12T02:07:00.000-08:00

world is mourning. 10 ms tsunami hit Japan yesterday. and its reported that tsunami also hit Hawaii early in the morning. earthquake also damaged many spots in Japan. I saw the reports in teve, videos captured the condition when the earthquake occured. really really heartbreaking.
the experts said maybe there'll be next earthquake/tsunami occured. I hope everything is now okay. lets just hope.

ikebukuro-lovers.tumblr.com

photoblog.msnbc.msn.com

cartwheelgalaxy.tumblr.com

well, many people are missing. hundreds of them are reported dead. the least I can do is pray. you too. it's really devastating. from Libya's tragedy to this earthquake, its really sad.

okay, March 10

2011-03-10T08:18:00.000-08:00

Jadi, sekarang pukul 22.56 tanggal 10 Maret 2011.
Sial, kemarin-kemarin jam segini udah tidur nyenyak. Kalo gak karena ada tugas nih so-called paper yang notabene harus mirip sama paper yang ada di APA (american psychology association) untuk dapet tambahan nilai bonus nilai. Nilai bisa dapet C, asal numpuk tugas. Nilai bisa dapet B, kalo sesuai ketentuan paper tadi. Dan nilai dapet A, kalo semuanya perfecto.

Okelah...

Mata dipaksa melek setelah minum satu gelas nescafe orig.
Plus lagu-lagu menghentak dari Minho (tau kan, hapeku namanya Minho) membantu aku melek.
Ah, kalo dengerin suara abang Minho, siapa sih yang gak seneng? << oke, mungkin aku doang
Whatev.

Aku berhenti sejenak dari nyelesain paper ini dan hinggap ke blogger untuk nulis ala kadarnya.
Aku jadi inget aku punya dua tugas mengarang (baca: nulis). Satu dari matkul Bahasa Indonesia dan yang satu dari eskul jurnalistik yang aku ikutin di kampus.
Bahasa Indonesia? Yep, semester ini ada matkul ini. Kelihatannya mungkin gampang karena udah12 tahun sebelumnya sudah belajar di mapel yang berjudul sama.
Gak tahu kenapa deh ketemu matkul ini di kuliah. Dibarengi sama matkul PKN lagi. Heeee.

Okelah...

Kabar menggembirakan hari ini:
Akan ada remake Hana Kimi versi KOREA!! Dan diproduksi sama SM Ent!!! *joget-joget
Berharap Minho bakal jadi cameo.
Eh, eh, eh, bentar. Sano Izumi (karakter pria utama di Hana Kimi) itu kan ceritanya atletik... Yang paling atletik di SM Ent kan....
MINHO.

Tapi jangan ding, jangan, jangan, karena nanti bakal jatuh cinta sama Ashiya Mizuki.
Heiiisssh, sudahlah.

Jadi kabar menggembirakan masih sampai pengumuman remake Hana Kimi oleh SM Ent. Belum ada konfirmasi siapa memainkan peran yang mana. Rumornya bakal main nanti di musim panas. Mari kita tunggu.

Ehem, karena tugas paper sudah selesai, mau cabut tidur cantik dulu yak.

Annyeong ^~^

update 9 Maret

2011-03-09T05:28:00.000-08:00

Saengil chukae, dorky leader, Kim Taeyeon!!!!! Unnie, himnaseoyo!!!! SNSD JJANG!!!

foto dari album photobook SNSD tahun lalu

Dari kemarin di tumblr banyak banget yang posting tentang ultahnya Unnie Tae. Apalagi hari ini. Banyak banget editan gambar tentang dia. Aku aja baru tau dia ultah tanggal 9 Maret dari tumblr ini, orang-orang pada semangat mau bikin editan tentang dia. Wuih, keren.

Mau tahu apa lagi yang keren? Di twitter ada countdown ultahku. Kekekekeke~ sebenernya bukan ultahku, tapi ultah Jjong Oppa (SHINee) yang kebetulan bareng sama aku. Kami hanya kembar yang terpisah satu tahun. Haaaa, imajinasi berlebihan.

First week of school?

2011-03-04T22:11:00.003-08:00

I have Mr. A for my social teacher. Different from what my friends got last year. Mrs. I teaches in the other class, the small one. I knew she’ll prefer small class than the bigger one. In my class, there’s 50-60 students.

Isn’t it hilarious? And he doesn’t make us to make a study group like every other lectures which is good. He’s gonna have this discussion class every week and make us to speak our mind. He stuff our mind with knowledge, he babbles about everything he knows which I find it inspiring. He talked about Sect, I never know for sure what Sect is. He gave many examples yesterday. He also talked about Ahmaddiyah. He asked ‘What will you do if you sit in Indonesian government? Will you (1) disband this Ahmaddiyah and kill the people, or (2) make the people migrate to deserted island and forbid them to communicate with Indonesian people, or (3) what is in your mind?’

I just sat there, spacing out as always, I don’t know what to answer. Once my Mom said that this Ahmaddiyah already build years and years ago. Even the people of Ahmaddiyah in other countries live in peace together with other religion. Nothing bad happen to them, unlike in Indonesia.

Is that true? So what makes Ahmaddiyah people in Indonesia got attacked? I never really keep in the track of this news.

Oh, okay, whatever. I prefer thinking about nice things than scary-yet-important thing like that ;p

Back to Mr. A teaching. So, my friends who sat beside me, they’re all kinda like to complain about his babbling about unrelated story. I find it exciting, though. I can know more things, I know enough of K-Pop, but not that kind of things. Sect, Ahmaddiyah, about his clients’ stories.

There’s not gonna be descent lectures in this semester, I found 2 (in)descent lectures. Hehehehe. Student’s problem, don’t wanna get involve in complicated terms, right? Let’s not talk about this ;p

I hope this semester will be better than the past. I hope I can speak in front of mass without getting nervous (you don’t know I can get easily nervous at this speaking in public thing). I hope everything runs well, even great, for me, my friends, and all of you. Yay!

Do think positively, to make everything turns out in positive way!!!

Snowy Wish - SNSD

2011-02-20T03:17:00.000-08:00

I don't know how long it has been since you have taken over my heart

My small heart that has always been cold is now warming up because of you

Perhaps we, just the two of us, spent a long time looking for each other

I didn't know you were right next to me,

I felt lonely by myself

Come closer and hug me tightly

I want to express my heart that beats for you

I didn't know how clear your eyes were yesterday

But now they give me comfort like white snowflakes

After one day, one month passes

After one year, two years pass there may not be any mysterious attraction between us

Then, I feel like there will be a world that only we know about

Even though I said that we were just friends

Honestly I didn't realize how genuine your smile was at the time

Perhaps we, just the two of us, spent a long time looking for each other

I didn't know you were right next to me,

I felt lonely like a fool

Look at the streets that have changed

The snowy roads are completely covered in white

I want to walk on them with you in your arms

On top of the first snow we saw together

Though I like your black hair, though snow may fall on your head

Then, I feel like there will be a world that only we know about

In the last album of SNSD, include Hoot and Mistake, there’s another song called Snowy Wish. The title isn’t that attractive to me. But when SNSD appeared on SBS Gayo last year, they sung this, it’s actually not that bad. When I searched for its translation, wow it’s great.

I wonder if I would get chance to experience this kind of story by myself.

come to think of it, it’s similar like Winter in Tokyo novel by Ilana Tan. It’s Indonesian novel.

You don’t know how much this person means to you until they’re gone.

Yeah, something like that. Doesn’t it sound romantic?

I’ve been single all this years. Not that I still have something with my past, I just choose this way. And maybe this kind of romance isn’t that bad.

But I know, you can’t set people’s heart. I can’t predict to fall in love with someone and ends to have love story like this Snowy Wish. It’s ridiculous.

Anyway, it’s still great song! I always found myself swaying all the way when I listen to this song on my playlist.

2011-02-20T03:05:00.000-08:00

Oh, my… The weather today is BOILING HOT!!!!

I nearly got fainted this afternoon when I was drying my laundry under the sun. Seriously, the heat was so unbelievable.

Global warming effect? Maybe.

It’s the middle of February, and yet the weather doesn’t suit at all. February, it’s supposed to be a rather chill. Regarding, it’s still winter in the west countries. Btw, it’s raining season, right? Remember what we learnt since we’re in elementary school.

Today’s unbelievable.

School will start soon. It will begin at February 28, only 8 days left. I’m rather relieved I wasn’t so bored this holiday. Usually, I was spacing out at home, don’t know what to do for almost 1,5 month of holiday, doing nothing but playing by myself, or renting movies and watched them alone. This holiday, I get pretty much activity. I join this club (journalistic) at my school, and they send me to Senate as their representative. So, I’m a member of Senate and they appoint me as the chief of Committee III. I don’t know if I have to be happy or else. Not to mention I took short semester (is this right? semester pendek?) which was every Monday. I even almost going to school every day. In Saturday too.

I HAVE TO GO TO SCHOOL ON SATURDAY.

Senate convened this so called meeting, massive meeting between senate, BEM (like OSIS), and all clubs. It couldn’t be done in any other day because the class was usually used for academic activity (yeah, right). I just couldn’t believe what I had done so that I agreed to join Senate.

Well, whatever. I’ll do it for just ONE YEAR. Not more.

4^th semester… It sounds… big. Big? Yeah, I just enjoying my time and suddenly it’s already 4^th semester? Oh, my. I was busy fooling myself around last year, yeah I admit it. Anyhow, I’ll try harder, much harder this semester. I hope everything went smooth for me.

Fyi, I practice to read Hangul (Korean word) this holiday. Kekekeke~ since I couldn’t get this so called scholarship for Kwandong University in Korea, I’ll learn about it. So that I have prepared a little when it’s time to go visiting Korea, kekekeke~

Scholarship? I applied with my friend, she did get this scholarship. But the ‘scholarship’ only include for meal fee and dormitory. For flight fee, transportation, pocket money? They don’t bother to include them. Flight fee.. Transportation in Korea.. Pocket money while you’re there.. It costs much you know? I feel sorry for her, she’s not going to Korea to take the scholarship. The announcement is 2 weeks before the departure to Korea. Short time, big money. Such a mess.

Shit does happen sometimes.

Korea.. is the big hope for two of us. We loooove Korea so much that we’d do anything to get there. maybe it’s just not our time. We will have our time later. I hope.

upset over little thing

2011-02-20T02:42:00.000-08:00

I read in tumblr earlier today.

MINHO LIKES OLDER WOMAN. Or they call it noona.

I was so upset after reading this. I didn’t know why I got upset.

Not that I’ll have chance to be with him, right? Even if he does like same-age girl or younger girl, I still doesn’t have a chance. I realize it, though.

I wonder if his affair with this noona named Eun-Soo was real. Minho and Eun-Soo starred in the same variety show Oh! My School in KBS. Their interaction did seem real there. I even couldn’t dislike her. She’s so nice and so feminine, so pretty. Maybe Minho likes that type of girl.

Why.. why.. WHY?

First, Jjong Oppa (rumor) is dating Shin Se Kyung. What now? Minho and this noona?

Chill out, Nji. They’re human too. They need companion, no matter what.

Whatever * sigh

I quote from Avril’s lyric below. Maybe it’s exaggerating, but I feel pretty much like this. Whatever.

It's not supposed to feel this way

I need you I need you

More and more each day

It's not supposed to hurt this way

I need you I need you I need you

Avril - Why

meet with high school pals

2011-02-16T21:20:00.000-08:00

Angie, Puput, Bella

We didnt change much. Unless Bella and I are getting more look alike. Kekeke~

It's too bad Kiki couldnt join us yesterday. We watched The Mechanic and had lunch in Bee's. Such a great day!!

Rumor

2011-02-11T01:16:00.000-08:00

[Rumours] Possible 2011 We Got Married Couples list?

1.ChanSung (2PM) and Joo Yeon (After School)
2.WooYoung (2PM) and Nana (After School)
3.CheonDung (MBLAQ) and Yuri (SNSD)
4.GiKwang (BEAST) and Yoona (SNSD)
5.Eli (U-Kiss) and Hara (KARA)
6.YoSeob (BEAST) and Jiyeon (T-ara)
7.Dong Woon (BEAST) and Chris Ho
8.DongHae (SJ) and Sandara (2NE1)
9.Seungri (Big Bang) and Krystal (f(x))
10.TaeYang (Big Bang) and HyoSung(Secret)
11.Minho (SHINee) and Hyun Ah (4Minute)

Source: KARA thread @ Baidu for the infos
Credit: ForeverShiningSHINee.

Via: JjongFacts @ Twitter

...please... dont make Minho... starring in this (fake) idol couple marriage...

... I... wont survive... if he does...

*bleeding in the floor

meaow all the way

2011-02-11T00:47:00.000-08:00

Temenku minta temenin njemput kucing hari ini.
kekeke~ njemput kucing? Dia suka banget miara kucing, aku tahu dia pernah punya kucing dulu waktu aku main ke rumahnya. Aku sempet nanya tadi, kenapa dia njemput kucing (baru), emangnya yang lama kemana?
Alasan dia yang lama itu udah tua. Hahaha, jadi gak bisa diajak mainan. Kalo diajak main, cuma duduk bergeming di atas keset.
Well, karena dia sering ngerasa sepi di rumah, dia pengen punya kucing yang terus bisa diajak main.
Kebetulan kucing temennya ada yang nganggur, daripada dibuang mending dia ambil aja.

oh my, ternyata blur ya? Ini kalo gak salah perempuan. Temenku gak mau perempuan, ntar manak terus.

Ini ibunya sama kucing kecil yang mau diadopsi.

nah, ini dia si kecil belang item-putih..
Kalo dipikir-pikir, aku ini juga suka banget sama kucing. Tapi aku gak yakin bisa ngerawat baik, telaten, dan sebagainya kalo aku miara satu.

Trus cara bawa kucingnya ke rumah? Hhh, susah bener dah masukin nih kucing ke dalam kardus.
Kardus? Hehehe, gak tahu mau pake tempat apa lagi. Tentunya kardus yang udah dilubangi biar si kucing gak mati kekurangan udara di dalem. Pake kardus tempat mie instan. Lumayan gede.
Tapi tetep aja, si kucing kayaknya takut banget ditaruh di dalam situ, ya iyalah -,-
Si kucing meow meow mulu. Gak sampe hati ndengernya. Apalagi aku yang megangin kardusnya sampe rumah temenku. Aigooo. Untung rumahnya gak jauh-jauh amat.
Trus sampe rumah temenku itu, si kucing dikeluarin.
Apa yang terjadi? Dia malah gak mau keluar kardus. Dia ngeliat ke sekeliling dan kayaknya ngerasa asing. ASING. Makanya dia gak mau keluar.
'Ini dimana? Aku gak kenal tempat ini? Ini bukan rumahkuuuu...'
Mungkin kalo kucing bisa ngomong, bakal ngomong kayak gitu.

2011-02-02T02:33:00.000-08:00

my back hurts for no reason.
I dont find why it hurts, I guess. It started from Monday morning when I woke up and I felt burnt feeling at my back. I usually arched my back a little, now I couldnt do it any longer. It feels good, my back would be in good shape considering I almost always straighten my back. But the pain kills me when it appear.

old mems

2011-02-01T04:44:00.000-08:00

had lot of fun today with my old friends
Nana, Betty, Fitri, and me. We met in junior high and we became bestfriends since then. We shared a certain group back then, it consisted of 8 people. too bad we didnt take much picture. it would be nice if I have a whole group picture.
We, 8 of us, went to same class, 2C. Yeah, we met in the most enjoying year of junior high and apparently our class was one of the most disastrous (kekeke~). I usually read about one class consisted of bad guys, and in my sophomore year, I experienced it myself.
It's fun, though.
We had the lowest average grades in 8th grade. Teacher tend to get angry a lot in my class. Once in religion slot, almost all pupils ditched. Some girls permitted to go to bathroom, the rest jumped out of window.
Yeah, we DID jump out of window and bail out. Kekekekeke~ naughty.
But I didnt remember if I was one of the girls who permitted to go to bathroom or the other way.
Another crazy thing was that we had the KINDEST teacher in teacher's room, he never gets angry. Even he GOT angry in handling my class. You know, the type of teacher who only said, "Students, silent please.." when the class is in total chaos. He never gets angry in entire his history as a teacher. He once spotted one of my friend reading comic under table and snatched it right away. Then we tried to get it back, cause it's from rental comic book. He just stared at us, and walked slowly to the pond and threw it away to the pond.
Darn it. We just could stand there motionless with opened mouth.
Angry teacher is angry.

We talked a lot during our lunch time. Four of us went to Bee's at CL after we went karaoke for 2 hours straight. It seemed I sang a lot. And yet we sang any kinds of songs. From dangdut koplo, Spice Girls, Rihanna, Westlife, Avril Lavigne, Waljinah, Desy Ratnasari, Nike Ardilla. Kekekkekeke. Crazy girls are crazy.
Yes indeed we talked about our sophomore year, completed with our hard times when we're divided into 2 because apparently one or two of us trying to split us up. I couldnt remember clearly about that.
Oh, I was clearly distracted with other things. My sophomore year..

After lunch, I went to bookstore and the others followed me. Next we went to Imlek show at 1st floor, last year Betty went to this fortune teller near Imlek stage in CL. This year, there was this fortune teller too. It's for free. Obviously, many people in line. We took 4 numbers for each of us. In the end only Betty got in. Kekekeke. Since it's already late and the fortune teller started to loose his focus. Next we headed home. Fitri rode me home savely. Thanks, Fit!

Oh, thanks to all of you for this gathering. I had so much fun. We must do it often, though ^^

keren lah.... tapi ada yang tau gak nama personil smash

2011-01-31T03:57:00.001-08:00

ehmm... ??
gak ada yang tahu.. 0,0

Ask me anything

Minggu Pagi

2011-01-31T03:47:00.000-08:00

2011-01-30T16:56:00.001-08:00

pagi-pagi dateng ke kampus, sejam sebelum kelas mulai.. ngeluarin hape dan lihat udah ada simbol wifi di pojok atas hape. heeee, berarti dari kemarin belum tak matiin wifinya?
parah.
anyway, langsung aja aku buka youtube en.. iseng-iseng ngetik shinee di kolom pencarian. aku nemu SHINee yang konser KIF ato apa gituu beberapa bulan lalu di Jakarta.
Geeeeeee, it was great!!!
waktu itu aku belum suka dan belum terlalu tertarik sama mereka.
lihat aku sekarang fangirling over them.. sedih banget, huwaaaaaa.
pokoknya kalo mereka konser di sini lagi, gak peduli aku harus nonton!

award award :D

2011-01-18T02:44:00.000-08:00

sekian lama nganggur, ada yang ngasih award !! thanks buat josephine ^^

ada pertanyaan yang ikut dengan award ini..
8 hal tentang angie:
1. 8 adalah angka keramat sekaligus angka favorit
2. pengen punya kucing tapi gak tahan sama baunya
3. pengeeeen banget bisa nggambar, tapi gak tahu, begitu ngadepin buku sketsa langsung mengkeret dan akhirnya buku sketsanya cuma terisi beberapa halaman
4. negara impian: Inggris (pengen ke kota kecil yang ada di film the Holiday), Jepang (pengen ke tempat yang ada bunga sakuranya), Korea (mana aja deh, eh tapi pengen ke kota Incheon), Yunani (ke tempat yang ada di film sisterhood of the travelling pants)
5. pernah ikut casting di Multivision plus (kalo gak salah)
6. tapi gagal karena gak bisa akting nangis
7. pengen bisa nyanyi kayak SNSD Taeyeon (tapi yah aku tahu itu susah, butuh bertahun-tahun waktu training, atau aku kut masuk SMent aja yak)
8. suka banget waktu pertama kali nyobain caramel macchiatto, tapi baru sekali doang minumnya, kapan-kapan kalo ada yang mau nraktir boleeeeeh... *kedip-kedip

berikan award ini pada 8 blogger lain
oke.. karena aku lihat di blog-ku ada banyak nama blog dan aku jarang jalan-jalan ke blog orang lain akhir-akhir ini jadi aku bakal ngasih ke 8 blogger yang muncul paling atas di list vvip seats:
oktyra indirasari
tiffany yanuar
aya
gita laras
nadia azka
sonya venesia
vilda w
madam je

cycling

2011-01-12T03:22:00.000-08:00

Jadi, karena aku gak bisa karaoke..
Aku mikir apa yang aku bisa lakuin buat lebih nyegarin otak lagi.
Ber-se-pe-da.
Tumben...
Gak tumben ah, aku suka sepedaan dari dulu kok. Cuma akhir-akhir ini karena Ibu sama Tanteku keranjingan bike to work, aku jadi males ikut sepedaan juga. Gak tahu kenapa, gak tergoda aja. Dulu waktu SMP, aku sering sepedaan dari Bulu ke Puspowarno buat pinjem komik. Hampir seminggu tig kali. Lumayan kan?
Tapi tapi tapi... Lihat ada sepeda imut warna putih di garasi, bikin aku tergoda *kedip-kedip

Kekekeke, akhirnya dengan semangat 2011 aku keluarkan segenap hasrat untuk bersepeda sore ini. Yaiyyyy.
Sayang aku gak punya foto sepedanya. Ntar kapan-kapan aku foto dah.
Aku sepedaannya gak terlalu jauh. Dari Pusponjolo, ke Puspowarno, Balad, Puspogiwang, balik lewat Puspowarno lagi, trus muter-muter di deket gang rumah, udah deh balik ke rumah.
Tapi sepanjang jalan nyenengin kok. Lewat jalan raya (apanya yang nyenengin coba), orang pulang dari kerja juga naik sepeda, ngelewatin gang yang ada segerombolan adik-adik main sepak bola
"Wah, iklan sek, iklan sek, Polygon.." kata salah satu bocah tadi waktu aku lewat. Kekekeke. (Tulisan Polygon nya bener gak sih?)
Trus lewat gang yang lebar-lebar di Puspowarno. Banyak anjingnya, huh. Bagian ini sama sekali gak nyenengin. Trus nikmatin hembusan angin dingin di sepanjang jalan balik ke Pusponjolo. Juga ketemu 3 anak SD cewek yang kayaknya habis pulang main. Salah satu dari mereka masih pake rok merah lipit-lipit.
Mereka jalan iring-iringan sambil menyepak satu sama lain. Waktu yang satu nyepak, yang lainnya ndorong ke samping, trus ketawa ketiwi asik banget. Aku jadi geli sendiri.
"Mbak, itu sepeda lipat ya? Hahahahaha.." kata salah satu dari anak perempuan tadi. Aku noleh, tapi mereka terus melanjutkan sepak menyepak satu sama lain.

Aku jadi ngiri, dulu aku pulang sekolah waktu SD gak pernah kayak gitu. Ya, gimana, mau pulang jalan, orang jarak rumah - sekolah lebih dari 3 km.

Anyway, seneng deh sepedaan sore ini. Aku sih pengennya sepedaan lagi besok. Yaiy, lihat besok deh.

Cao. Mandi dulu yaaaa.. :D

Birthday Gals

2011-01-12T03:08:00.000-08:00

Kebetulan hari ini adalah hari ujian yang terakhir. Setelah Kepribadian II dan Psikologi Dewasa yang soalnya gak kira-kira, akhirnya BEBAAAAAS
Yahoooooo!!!

Setelah ujian selesai biasanya para mahasiswanya....
Senang-senang! Yak.
(padahal seharusnya prihatin melongok selama kurang lebih 8 hari ujian dan soalnya pada aje gile semua)
Tapi pokoknya mau me-refresh otak, gak mau tahu, mau dibuat santai nih otaknya baru deh prihatin. <-- jangan dicontoh -,-

Dan kebetulannya lagi, yah enggak kebetulan juga sih, si Novi, Sonya, dan Prisil kan baru aja ulang tahun. Dan mereka berbaik hati untuk menraktir teman-temannya yang baik hati ini makan-makan. Yippie. si Novi ulang tahun tanggal 15 November..

Sonya ulang tahun tanggal 5 Desember..

Prisil ulang tahun tanggal 9 Januari..

Tiga traktiran digabungin! (kenapa digabungin TT_TT) dan baru direalisasikan tadi siang di WS Tembalang yang baru buka.
Ada Ratri, Sonya, Tiwi, Prisil, Muti, Novi, dan aku.

btw, pipiku squishy banget ya

Walaupun cuma setengah jam (emang mau minta berapa jam -,-), makasih lho traktirannya.. Sori, Nov, gak bisa nemenin karaoke. Aku juga stres tapi tadi aku harus balik jam segitu. Kalo hari Jumat dan Sebtu aku gak ke kampus, kita bisa karaokean. Huuuuuhuhu. Aku pengen nyanyi juga.

Semoga kalian panjang umur, cepet lulus, cepet kerja, enteng jodoh, murah rezeki, dan semuanya deh yang pengen kalian lakukan kesampaian semua. Amin.

2011-01-12T02:28:00.001-08:00

tumben, aku baru ngerasa pengen nulis banyak hal kali ini.. kekeke~

babble

2011-01-11T23:39:00.000-08:00

somehow I feel failed

I'm failing in everything..

I have nothing to brag about

.. except my passion for korean song

but it wont give any money for living right?

lack of motives..

lack of desire in achieving anything..

just a girl who (still) tries to find a place in this world

I'm trying hard, though

I cant see the path in front of me

it's still hazy

but I'll keep going

I'll try harder

I'm sorry..

I dont know how to do things right

njiee...kwe kapan niikahh??

2011-01-09T23:30:00.003-08:00

-,-igo mwoya?

Ask me anything

enji S2nya mau di mana?

2011-01-09T23:30:00.001-08:00

niatnya sih pengen di Amerika, tapi ya lihat ntar, semoga malah sampe Eropa ^^

Ask me anything

7 years (english trans)

2011-01-07T23:40:00.000-08:00

We met for seven years no one knew we would say goodbye this easily

However we still separated with the memories we built for a long time, now gone

How did we at such a young age

Meet each other, I don’t even remember how

Difficult for us to handle the maps of our changing selves

They said saying goodbye are painful

But I didn’t even have time to feel that

I just thought this is the way staying composed

During those 3 years spent alone

We contacted each other sometimes

But I cried

Time passed it gave me a simple yearning

Different from what my mind was seeing

At first friends then next as lovers

We said we’d stay as friends even if we separated

During those 3 years spent alone

We contacted each other

Even if I met someone else again

Even I loved again

Whenever I was sad I would call you without a word just tears falling

You have to meet a good person

I thought in my heart without any words

I asked if you still liked me without any thought hoping you say it back

I know we had the most pure love

Back then we thought that kind of love couldn’t be done again we saved it in our memories

Often I feel a cold feeling from you

But now I know you cannot ask anything

“I’m getting married” is that what you said to me

After that for a long time I was speechless

Then I cried they were your last words to me

For the only words I wanted to hear was that you love me

Title : 7 years

Artist : Kyuhyun (Super Junior)

Well, however, I like this song so much!! I just listened to this song several nights ago, when actually I already saved this song months ago.

Thinking Kyuhyun Oppa would be really saying this in real life…

It’s so heartbreaking. There’s no way the devil Kyu would ever feel like this. He’s just… somewhat… a lovable person, I guess.

the Name I Loved (english trans)

2011-01-07T23:20:00.000-08:00

Both hand trembles as I remembered the cold love memories

Now it is getting weirder, I don’t wish to reject you, but I just know that

No matter how close we are, I know that I can’t love you anymore

I can’t miss you

Waiting for you makes me tired

I can’t endured anymore and I can’t realize this

The name I loved once in this life

Has becoming further and further away from me

I am writing your name on a paper and forever kept in my heart

From that day I only realized that I will only love you forever

Love that can’t be together can also be known as Love

I can’t handle the love memories and feelings alone

I can’t start this; I can only miss you secretly in my heart

My heart only left your body fragrance that I missed and always loved

The name I loved once in this life

Has becoming further and further away from me

I am writing your name on a paper and forever kept in my heart

From that day I only realized that I will only love you forever

Love that can’t be together can also be known as Love

Kept remembering the first time I saw you walking towards me

And stolen an edge of my heart without noticing

The name I loved once in this life (loved once in this life)

Has becoming further and further away from me

I am writing your name on a paper and forever kept in my heart

From that day I only realized that I will only love you forever

Even though it is not long, but my love for you will never change

The name I loved once in this life

Has becoming further and further away from me

I am writing your name on a paper and forever kept in my heart

From that day I only realized that I will only love you forever

Title : the Name I loved

Artist : Onew (SHINee)

Listening to Onew’s voice is just… fascinating. Plus understanding the meaning of the song makes the song more… interesting. My favorite part is “I am writing your name on a paper and forever kept in my heart”. Darn, it’s so sad. And touching.

Although that name's invisible but it’s forever kept inside it.

Quasimodo (english trans)

2011-01-07T22:58:00.000-08:00

Your traces that my heart is filled with

Makes me able to breathe

When the long night is colored by the moonlight

Will the inescapable wait all ends?

I wish for a miracle and ask and answer myself

Oh, I can’t tell you about me who wants to reach your heart

Like the starlight hidden behind the cold clouds

I love you, in the end, this painful confession

That lingers at the edge of my lips slide down in tears

This arrow that’s reached my heart feels like a part of my body now

Even though it hurts to death

I can’t remove you, who are stuck in my heart

Because it’s love, because for me it’s love

Even if I can’t have you in the end

Even when my heart is blocked by the wall of sad connection

I love you, if it’s a place where I can just watch you

Because you’re my everything

I stay up for so many nights

When the starlight becomes rain

That doesn’t stop like my tears

Remember that I loved you

Even if I can’t have you in the end

Even when my heart is blocked by the wall of sad connection

I love you, if it’s a place where I can just watch you

Because you’re my everything

It’s not tough, oh no

Because you have to be mine, in order for you to be you

Even if it hurts, even if you make me cry, I love you

Title : Quasimodo

Artist : SHINee

Minho only got one-two lines. Yeah, that’s right he’s not the vocal lead, it’s Jonghyun and Onew. But he’s the rapper of the group. Along with Key, yeah. But that’s okay, I totally enjoyed his performing this song in SHINee’s concert in Japan.

Honestly, I didn’t know SHINee has song titled Quasimodo (I even don’t get it what it means) until the time they held the concert. I checked the song list they gonna sing and I found Quasimodo.

What does it mean, really? I’m a pathetic shawol (SHINee’s fans), yeah. I’m a flames though, not a full-time shawol. Kekekeke. Flames? Refers to Choi Minho’s fans.

2011-01-05T04:28:00.000-08:00

So, SHINee finally held their first concert, SHINee World, in the last weekend of 2010 in Japan and the first weekend of 2011 in Seoul. SHAWOLS in the two countries must be very ecstatic!! I heard the concert place could hold 10.000 people.

Hell, I just wanted to have one -,-

Minho sang OMG by Usher for his solo. Kekekekekekekekekekeke~ He wore white-black suit… shirtless.

*shook my head

OMO, what I mean is that he wore blazer and pants but… shirtless. And in the middle of his singing, he opened his blazer so… it’s revealed that he’s shirtless.

I cant explain any further (read: my mind exploded).

Taemin sang Romeo+Juliet for his solo. Key sang First Kiss featuring F(x) Krystal. Onew sang a song from Turandot, a play but I’m not sure what the title. And for Jonghyun…. Errr, I don’t know. I only know he became a DJ in his solo. I guess, keke~

Here are the photos from their concert I got from many sources in Tumblr.

In the end of concert Jonghyun always cried. And then followed by Onew and Key. Minho got teary-eyed but not crying. Taemin? He put his broad smile as always. Cheerful magnae.

In the first day of their concert in Seoul, many other artists came to support them. Suju Kyuhyun and Donghae, SNSD Yoona and the rest. I heard that B2ST also came to see them. In the second day, Yoogeun came. Do you know Yoogeun? Last year SHINee starred in this Hello Baby, variety show where SHINee raised this baby, Yoogeun, for a few months. Minho got close easily in their first meeting. How charming!! He’s gonna be a great Appa someday.

And #shineeworldconcert made twitter trending for 7 hours last week (January 1^st) that’s when the concert in Seoul. I could only stare on my dashboard tumblr, waiting for someone uploading photos of the concert and save it to my hard disk.

I hope I can watch their next concert :D

My name is Minho

2011-01-05T03:47:00.000-08:00

Sowoneul malhaebwa~~

Yahooooo, I got new handphone last year. I mean, really last last year. Sony Ericsson Xperia X8. And I named it, Minho ^~^

My friends gave me a dirty look when I told them his name. ALL OF THEM. Okay, that’s fine.

Why did I name him Minho? Cause the wallpaper is always his photo so I named him Minho. I changed every day but always his photo. I dont have any date so I pretend he's my date. kekekekeke~

Anyway, it has 3,15 MP camera (without flash and autofocus, unfortunately). Then capacitive screen without keyboard. And it’s light as a feather. Ups, not exactly like a leather but it’s light, only 104 gr. Light, isn’t it? I choose dark blue for the color. But actually the 'dark blue' isnt all over the phone, only in the back. However, I liked it though. I dont really like white, it's easily get dirty.

Here's the shots I took with Minho...

My Mom I made her to sit there when we went to beach last week, kekekeke~ it didnt smell, though.

Ratri took it. Kekekeke~ We both wore her shoes. I still couldnt compete with Novi's height. Tsk.

lovey-dovey

2010-12-21T18:18:00.000-08:00

judulnya gak nyambung sama apa yang aku tulis di bawah, biasa, kata pertama yang muncul di pikiranku habis ngeliat 'judul' di atas postingan ini.

aku kepagian dateng ke kampus. harusnya kelasku mulai jam 10.00, jam 7.30 aku udah nyampe kampus. ya udin, aku masuk aja ke kelas sosial. lagian banyak temen-temenku masuk sosial.

nah, sekarang hampir selese nih kelasnya. masalahnya, si dosen ngambil map absen mahasiswa yang udah ditandatanganin sama murid-murid, dan dicek sekali lagi. glek. ada 2 mahasiswa yang titip absen. dan...

"Besok anaknya suruh menghadap saya."

usut punya usut, si dosennya ini ngabsen ulang mahasiswa buat nyari ide buat ngasih nama jabang bayi dalam perutnya sekarang.

"Ayo, ngacung yang tinggi, biar saya tahu yang mana orangnya."

Heeeeeeee.... apes bener dah!

ditotal ternyata ada 7 orang yang nitip absen!! ck ck ck...

Like A Star [Romanization]

2010-12-18T01:44:00.000-08:00

Where ever you are hiding
I can find you
If there were no you
If there were no you
Then my heart would stop
Even if you don't say "Love"
I can feel with my heart
If you are here
If you are here
I don't need anything

You're my everything to me
You're my everything to me
Please shine like a star in the sky
You are my only love
Forever my only love
We love each other
All I need is you

Can it be compared with anything else
Can it be exchanged with anything else
Your love
Your heart
Who can replace you

you're my everything to me
you're my everything to me
Please shine like a star in the sky
You are my only love
Forever my only love
We love each other
All I need is you

We will never part from each other
Anything that will hurt you
Nothing that will cause tear will happen

you're my everything to me
you're my everything to me
Let's not change

Even as time goes by
You're my only love
Forever my only love
We love each other
In a place without sadness

SNSD Taeyeon featuring The One, ballad song..
am sorry I cant find whose the original owner of the pic, it's just not my own pic, I found it in tumblr.